benci banget, sumpah gue benci banget hari ini! kenapa keulang lagi,
gue berasa B.O.D.O.H bgt, well oke klw lo semua anggap gue stupid or somethin' like that, yeaa.. still you win, but i don't want you kill myself here,
yeas! buat apa gue lakuin ini semua klw at the end gt gue tetep sama: ga dianggep?
so, mau apa lo atas semua PAIN yg gue rasain selama ini? mau apa lo? mau tanggung jawab apa lo? kenapa sih gt setiap perjalanan pulang dari tempat ini selalu nangis? heraaan gue,
its the short time from i felt that "i life here!" and until now, i said that ... "they kill me!"
and at the last part of this story, i wanna tell you that ... i C.U.T myself again,
sorry for this mistake, but you know that this P.A.I.N too real to here with me,
i cried uncontrolled and asleep.
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gue sekarang mulai terbiasa ga berdoa ketika gue lagi down ky gini; yeaaa.. gue tau gue salah. gue ngerasa marah aja sama Tuhan, kenapa ga buat hidup itu adil; dulu gue msih bisa mikir positif dan bilang klw ini semua 'pelajaran' , tapi untuk sekarang cukup capek yaaa gue buat bilang ky gitu,
--and cutting again!
gue berasa B.O.D.O.H bgt, well oke klw lo semua anggap gue stupid or somethin' like that, yeaa.. still you win, but i don't want you kill myself here,
yeas! buat apa gue lakuin ini semua klw at the end gt gue tetep sama: ga dianggep?
so, mau apa lo atas semua PAIN yg gue rasain selama ini? mau apa lo? mau tanggung jawab apa lo? kenapa sih gt setiap perjalanan pulang dari tempat ini selalu nangis? heraaan gue,
its the short time from i felt that "i life here!" and until now, i said that ... "they kill me!"
and at the last part of this story, i wanna tell you that ... i C.U.T myself again,
sorry for this mistake, but you know that this P.A.I.N too real to here with me,
i cried uncontrolled and asleep.
---
gue sekarang mulai terbiasa ga berdoa ketika gue lagi down ky gini; yeaaa.. gue tau gue salah. gue ngerasa marah aja sama Tuhan, kenapa ga buat hidup itu adil; dulu gue msih bisa mikir positif dan bilang klw ini semua 'pelajaran' , tapi untuk sekarang cukup capek yaaa gue buat bilang ky gitu,
--and cutting again!
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