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no matter if you'll be angry to me because of this posting, i just wanna tell how much i miss your presence here :'(

from: XXXX

iyaa dh , yaudah . tidur ya mir ..

11 Feb 2010 23:11:56

and so many many again........................................

i still saving all your messages. i still reread it more and more. YOU DON'T KNOW YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU :'( you make me here, and you leave me here HA HA thanks. i don't know can i moved on? can i moved on if i still here, if your vision haunting me everynight everytime :''( if my subconscious still scream: I CAN'T I CAN'T! I CAN'T ERASE ALL. you don't know everytime you acting strange i tormented by feelings.

and i can't erase your messages, i can't erase it :'''( it's the one and only your remainder to me.

marah lah marah lah ke gua kalo lu baca postingan ini! lu gak tau gua juga mau marah! GUA JUGA MAU MARAH BUAT SEMUA NYA! asal lu tau, awal nya gua tulis banyaaaaaaaaaak banget sms lu di postingan ini, tapi gak sampe hati gua, ga sampe hati kalo nanti lu betulan baca postingan ini dan yah... gak tau lah apa reaksi lu.

oh ya, dan kemaren, 20 Maret 2010 is the day where exactly a month without your touch. dan gak tau bakalan berlanjut sampe kapan kayak gini, hem. capek lah gua capek kalo cuma bisa nahan semuanya, semua perasaan gua yang mau gua tunjukin, tapi cuma ketahan. ya kayak kemaren itu jadinya. gua gak bisa apa apa. oh Tuhaaaaan jangan lah jangan siksa pake perasaan yang satu ini, gak enak lah ini paling paling gak enaaaaak :(