happy birthday

happy birthday,
i hope someday you will read it, cause i can't give you a greeting happy birthday,
i'm so sorry, but..
happy birthday.. happy birthday, wish you all the best, and i want in the next time you'll be mature and able,
so thx for all, =) happy birthday,
i always be what i am, just like you used to know..

anyway, no one know that i give a gift to him.
i was so confuse how to give a greeting for him. and at 12 p.m last night i wrote 'happy birthday' on my thigh used my mechanic pencil. and i dunno what happen, i was so uncontrol and injured my left hand again and again.
but, i was not bleed.
my hand just reddish and little swell,

this morning i wake up and see a scissors on my table. so i take it and try to injure my fingers.
but i can't, i can't bleed. gw ga bisa berdarah, berkali-kali gw coba, but still i can't.

so i pray, i say: Jesus, i want to bleed, please God..aku pngn berdaraah..

then, i take my scissors again ..

and finally i bleed.
so, gw nikmati sebentar darah gw. and i write 'happy birthday' on my book with my blood.
hh, gw sangat menikmati apa yg gw lakukan and thx God for my blood.
i'm sorry,